Since the beginning of time, God has been in the fixer upper business.
He doesn’t generally pick those in the front of the line. He’s known for patiently waiting on those the world overlooks. The rejected, despised, “too young,” “too old,” inexperienced newbies. He takes the ones who are picked last in gym class and brings them front and center.
“But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.” 1 Corinthians 1:27
David was a smelly shepherd boy. Sampson had a problem with women. Moses was a murderer. Rahab was a hooker.
You are I are no different. We may not have a track record quite comparable to these celebrities of the biblical era, but I imagine you have a story too. And it’s one that someone needs to hear. But let me tell you, that can that be so intimidating. Especially when we feel underqualified. Undereducated. Unprepared. *insert additional “un” words here ____*
It’s easy to try to talk God out of His master plan when it feels so much bigger than us. Heck, Moses did it. God called him by speaking through a burning bush and Moses was quick to attempt convincing Him that He was better off choosing someone else to carry out the mass exodus of letting His people go. God presented the plan while Moses crumbled under pressure.
Have you been there? I have.
Can I be real with you? You are not a carbon copy. There has never been anyone quite like you. You are uniquely created to carry out a divine purpose. And God has something specific in mind for you to accomplish during your lifetime that only you can do. You have world-changing power living inside of you. Don’t hide your gift.
I didn’t grow up thinking I would ever be capable of being a women’s speaker. (I still don’t think I’m capable. lol) Or blogger for that matter. Or an author. But God has a way of weaving desires and purpose into our lives long before we were formed in our mother’s womb.
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” Jeremiah 1:5
You have been set apart to fulfill a specific purpose. No one else can do what God has called you to do. Your calling won’t look identical to anyone else’s and comparing will only breed jealousy and discontentment. And a date with a big tub of ice cream and box of tissues.
It’s scary stepping out in faith. But sometimes the only way to reach Jesus and His divine plan for our life is to meet Him in the deep waters. Ask Peter. The waves and wind created fear and havoc around him, yet he stepped out of the boat and walked out to meet His Savior. (How awesome would that have been to have Instagram back then? #selfieSunday #walkingonwater #jesusfreakingrocks )
What’s holding you back? Are you afraid of failure? Expectations from others weighing you down? I promise you, there is no greater joy than fulfilling God’s calling on your life. Is it scary? Yes! Will you fall flat on your face sometimes? Definitely. But the amazing thing is that God isn’t calling for perfection – He’s calling for obedience.
I’ve been back and forth about whether or not to share this video, but I feel like someone needs to see this. Below is a clip from one of my first speaking engagements. I’m no pro, by any means. lol But I have been learning to simply say “yes” to God and trust Him in the unknown. If you’re encouraged, please feel free to share. ❤
Don’t let fear overcome you and hold you back from walking into your Promised Land. The children of Israel made that detrimental mistake and it took them 40 years to make a 14 day journey.
When He calls you to walk on the water, remember who created those waters in the first place.
“Unforgettable” Women’s Conference Message (Click link to watch my message from “Unforgettable” Women’s Conference!)
Stop comparing yourself to everyone else. You are unforgettable. You are amazing. And you have a gift that can change the world.
Live Life Unscripted,
I’m a hot mess. Even on my better days. But you know what makes me happy all over? The fact that God looks past OUR best and focuses on HIS best for us. He sees our full potential when we are struggling to see even a small part of the puzzle.
I don’t remember my dreams. Seriously guys, they’re usually the result of eating some weird combination of junk food before bed. So they’re totally random or I don’t remember them.
Not these dreams though. These have been more like visions. I’ve only experienced 4 of them, but I will never forget them. They were so vivid and detailed. You need to know up front that my life verse is Jeremiah 29:11. “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” God knew the plan long before you were planned.
Here’s an inside look:
Dream 1 – I was standing on stage. Tons of people in the audience. Lights glaring. But it was black and white and muted. Kinda odd, huh? I thought so too. I wrote it off. I’m a youth pastor’s wife. I was probably just announcing a speaker or praise team. Back to sleep..
Dream 2 – Full color, extremely detailed. I saw my outfit down to the jewelry and shoes I was sporting on stage. I was speaking. I. Was. Speaking. Oh my Lord, you’ve got the wrong girl. There’s no way that will ever be me. Can I wake up now??
Dream 3 – Ok, I’m sensing a pattern here. Full color, fully detailed, me speaking. Again. I was on stage. I had the mic. Me. I wasn’t announcing anyone. I was the speaker. Ok God, are you saying you want ME to speak for you? Are you sure you’ve got the right person? Have you prayed about this, Lord?
Dream 4 – This was the most recent and most detailed. I was laying in bed with the kids silently praying about our upcoming woman’s conference. God, what is the message you want shared? Who do you want to be involved? You know how sometimes you pray and pray and pray some more and wait a while to hear God’s answer? Not this time. It was instant. Yes. Instant. He gave me the theme and a few pieces of the puzzle. It was almost like an out of body experience (don’t get all weird on me.) There I was, pacing back and forth at church with the mic firmly gripped in my hand. Passionately proclaiming the Word of God. Oooook God, I hear you. Loud and clear. I’ll stop being stubborn. I’ll do this for you, even if it means doing it afraid.
Has God given you a dream? A plan? An idea that you just can’t shake?
Could it be that it’s His perfect plan for your life?
Fast forward. Present time. February 11th, 10:49am, 55 degrees, Trenton, FL. I just got off the phone with a woman who believes God has a divine plan for my life. And what’s crazy? She’s asked me to speak at her woman’s conference.
What’s the topic, you ask? FEAR. Yep. Fear. F-E-A-R. The thing that’s been holding me back. I’ve been afraid to step out. For various reasons, really. My past, my failures, my age..
God is up to something. And if we will step out of our fear and exercise our faith – beautiful things happen.
A woman was healed from a 12-year blood disease in an instant because she stepped beyond fear and grabbed the hem of Jesus’ clothes by faith. A man was healed because his friends weren’t afraid to tear the roof off the place where The Healer was teaching and lower their friend in faith to reach Him. The sun stood still for man named Joshua because he wasn’t afraid a to pray an impossible looking prayer of faith to a God who answered him.
If we want to see God move in a mighty way, we can’t let fear paralyze us. Faith stomps on fear. Faith eats fear for lunch.
And faith causes us to say “Yes, Lord” when someone asks us to share our story at a woman’s conference. About fear. Ohh yes, baby, yes. Only God can do these things. ❤
I’m so humbled, y’all. I’m just a small town girl who serves a big God. A 26-year-old who is ready to leave the past – the ugly, jagged past – behind her and step out in faith. As scary and messy as it looks, I refuse to let fear hold me back. I nailed that to the cross at the last conference.
Saying “yes” when it’s scary precedes big victories in the kingdom of God. Ask Rahab. Moses. Peter. Paul.
All I can say is, GET READY! God is up to something and He wants to use YOU to reach people. Right where you are, right where you’ve been. He wants to turn your mess into a message. Because who knows this place like you do? You’re familiar with the struggles, fears and doubts. God wants to use you, beautiful. He really, really wants to use – y.o.u.
Can we place our faith in the hands of The Potter? Let’s do this together.
Have you stepped out in faith? I’d love to hear your story!
Live Life Unscripted,